left our house a few days ago and I just went back…

I didn’t plan to go back yet but while I as at the funeral of my friend’s mom the other night, something hit me…

that all of us will someday leave this world.. so we have to cherish every single second that we have with our love ones. 

I was having an emotional battle while I was at the funeral.. 

to go back home and be a good daughter or to stand by my decision and prove to them that I can live on my own..

and here I am.. back home..

screw what other people will say..

right now, what important to me is that I can see my father getting better…

that he can sleep well at night not worrying where in the world was I…

I don’t live for the people who see me as a worthless and arrogant kid.. 

I live for my dad who always make me feel that I am worthy of every sacrifice that he did for me, for us… 

a dad who makes me feel like I am the greatest treasure in this world..

my home is where my dad is.♥

additional notes:

to my mom, I hope, I really hope that we can have a better relationship… I know you love me.. you just have a different way, a very unique way of showing it. (I know my mom feels sorry, she actually apologized by giving me money, she told me to visit the salon and do something about my hair. haha!)

thanks to my worst chum for letting me stay at their house… haha! forever reliable worst chum.. (I don’t want to be a maid of honor on your wedding because I don’t want you to get married yet. haha!)

to my power rangers, no.. I didn’t stay in a motel.. imagine I if was there last valentines… hahahaha! I can’t…:)) thanks for always listening to my rants.:)) 

to my brother who help me get my stuff back.. thanks.. (but I think you should be the one who’s thanking me, you were able to meet someone because of accompanying.haha! yes, I saw that you added that someone on facebook.haha! )

to the world… cheers for a better tomorrow! (yes.. that was lame..haha!)